I prepared a reviewer. I recorded it in the MP3. I read and listened to it in the library, in my room, while jogging, while attending a different class, while transferring from one classroom to the other, while having my teeth cleaned by the dentist. Nothing is seeping in. I am desperate and tired and bothered. BUKAS NA ANG EXAM!!!
I heard Mass just a minute or two ago. Fr. Ferriols presided it. He was finding it difficult to lift the consecrated Body and Blood of Christ. Pero tuloy pa rin siya sa Misa. Mukhang nahihirapan siya pero nagsusumikap para sa Diyos.
Sana biyayang iyon makamtan ko rin... magsumikap para sa Diyos.
MALOKO IS A FILIPINO WORD WHICH MEANS TO BECOME MAD OR TO BECOME INSANE. BUT I HAVE TO PUT THIS DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT BECOMING MAD NOR AM I BECOMING INSANE. PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME WOULD PUT UP THE DEFENSE THAT I WILL NEVER BECOME ONE FOR I AM ONE. INDEED, I AM A FOOL; I AM INSANE. THAT IS, I AM A FOOL FOR CHRIST. JOIN ME IN THIS ROUTINE OF MADNESS.

